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Chapter 5 of 10

The Gnawing Void Force

Besta

...Hmm?

Fantasizing again? Your nose is bleeding.

Besta

No, I haven't been fantasizing, at least not consciously.

Besta

...I see.

Besta

It appears that I'm doing it subconsciously now.

Besta

You know the old saying, right?

Besta

The body moves before thinking... you open your eyes and the enemy's already defeated...

Besta

I believe I've reached the ultimate state of fantasizing.

What does that even mean...?

Besta

Anyway, Captain, let's resume training—

Besta

Hmm? Another nosebleed?

Besta

You're asking if I really had a fantasy this time? No, not really.

Besta

Honestly, absolutely nothi—

Besta? Besta?!

I ran to the hospital, carrying the fallen Besta on my back.

Doctor

She has anemia.

Doctor

What's odd is that she doesn't have any external injuries either.

Doctor

I'll prescribe something for the anemia. Next patient, please.

Besta

Anemia...

Besta

I don't get it. I've never fainted from anemia before.

Besta

You think it's because of all the nosebleeds from fantasizing?

Besta

...Maybe so.

Besta

Back West, I only had Commander Ceres and Ms. Lydia as material.

Besta

But here in NOA, the inspiration is endless. So the nosebleeds increased.

Besta

Still, now that I've got medication, I'll try to keep my fantasies in check... Hmm?

Rookie Maid

Ms. Besta? Captain! *Huff* *Huff*

Rookie Maid

I've been running all over...*Huff* looking for you two...

Besta

....Mm.

Besta

Thank you.

Rookie Maid

Huh? *Huff* Thank me? But y-you have a nosebleed!

...Don't worry about that. What's going on?

Rookie Maid

Ah, right. A message just came in from... *Huff* the Western Liberators.

Besta

The Western Liberators?

Lydia

Thanks!

Lydia

Problem solved. Now the Western Liberators can finally enjoy hot water again.

Besta

Glad to help. But where is Commander Ceres?

Lydia

Hmmm...?

Lydia

She's a busy person, you know.

Lydia

So you're stuck with just me this time!

Besta

...I see.

(She looks visibly disappointed.)

Besta pulled out the medicine she got from the hospital and took a dose.

Lydia

Hmm? What's that?

Besta

Iron supplements.

Besta

I fainted earlier due to anemia.

Lydia

...Iron supplements?

Lydia

Mm... Is that so...? Hmm...

Besta

It's just temporary. No need to worry.

Lydia

That's not the issue...

Lydia

I don't think it's just anemia.

Besta

...What?

Lydia

Don't you suspect anything else too, Ms. Besta?

Lydia

The Void, perhaps...?

You think it's due to the Void Force?

Lydia

Yes. I can't examine you properly through comms, but...

Lydia

It's obvious. Your Void Force is stronger than before.

Lydia

You know what I specialize in, right, Ms. Besta?

Besta

...You're the foremost expert on the Void in the Western Liberators.

Lydia

Exactly. And as an expert, I'm telling you this.

Lydia

What you're experiencing now is all caused by the Void!

Besta

...!

No way...!

Lydia

Before, it was barely noticeable...

Lydia

Did something affect you during the Journey? Or maybe it's a side effect from your training?

Lydia

Either way, you've clearly changed. Didn't you notice any signs?

Lydia

Like...

Besta

Like?

Lydia

Your fantasies becoming more extreme?

You knew about her fantasies?

Lydia

...Who wouldn't? You'd have to be blind not to.

Lydia

She keeps giving me and Commander these sticky stares all the time. Of course I noticed.

Besta

Then that means...!

Lydia

Yes. I've always known about your fantasies...

Besta

Then you knew I imagined ●●● with you!

Lydia

...Hmm?

Besta

And Commander Ceres having ●●● with you, Ms. Lydia, while I was ●●●●ing you in the back!

Besta

The book you carry is secretly about ●●●, and that you'd read it under the covers every night while ●●●●●ing yourself!

Besta

And even the fantasies about ●●●●! ●●●! and even ●●●● play...

Besta

You knew all of it!

Lydia

...

(I don't think she knew that much...)

Lydia

H-hmm...

Lydia

Yes, I knew all of it.

Besta

No way...!

Lydia

What now?

Besta

Then...! Even about me doing ●●●● when I'm in pain...!

Besta

Me, you, and Commander Ceres having ●●● in one giant ●●● too? You knew about it all...?

Lydia

Okay, that's enough.

Lydia

Yes, I knew it all. And it's all the Void Force's fault!

Lydia

One last piece of advice, Ms. Besta.

Lydia

Stop fantasizing.

Lydia

If you don't, very soon...

Lydia

The Void Force will consume you completely.

After the call ended, silence followed.

Besta

That can't be...

Besta

So all my fantasies were caused by the Void?

Besta

No wonder it didn't feel right.

Besta

Why else would those filthy fantasies be running through my head 24/7?

Besta

It really was all the Void Force's doing.

Besta...

Besta

...I've made my decision.

Besta

Captain, starting today, I'll stop fantasizing.

Besta

If I do that, maybe the Void Force will stop growing stronger.

Besta

...I can do it. Yes.

Besta

No, I must!

I walked Besta back to her quarters, but neither of us said a word.

The silence hung heavy, just like it had after the call ended.