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Chapter 6 of 10

A Matter of Trust

Bell

To get the Captain to say "I believe in you"...

Bell

Option 1: Force him to say it.

Bell

Failed... because of Emily.

Bell

Option 2: Trick him into saying it.

Bell

Failed... because I couldn't take it.

Bell

Option 3:

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Make him say it out of his own heart.

Bell

...

Bell

...Haven't even figured out where to start with that one.

I kept thinking about it on the way to morning training, but I couldn't come up with anything good.

Bell

Come to think of it, it's been a while since he used the voice of command to make me run.

Bell

Maybe instead of forcing anything, it'd be better to just watch how things play out...

Bell

...

Bell

...No! Why am I saying like this?!

Bell

I just casually said something a trained slave would say!

Bell

Un... unbelievable... This is a nightmare... It's unbearable...

Bell

I have to get out of this! The sooner, the better!

Bell

I have to escape this stupid curse!

Bell's energy during morning training felt different.

Bell

C-Captain?

Yes?

Bell

I, uh...

Bell

...N-never mind.

That's the third time she's called out to me and then awkwardly backed off.

There's something on your mind, I can tell.

Bell

Ugh...

See.

It's okay. Just say it to me.

After hesitating for a long time, Bell finally spoke up.

Bell

Captain...

Bell

Do you... trust me?

Huh?

The question came out of nowhere. It completely caught me off guard.

Bell

I mean... do you believe in me or not...

Bell

(I've thought about it every which way, but whatever!)

Bell

(Maybe if I just ask directly... it'll work?!)

Bell

(C-come on! A Journey Captain trusting their Journey member! That's totally normal, right?)

Bell

(Right?! Right, Captain?!)

It came out of nowhere, but yes, of course I believe in Bell.

...Not that I trust everything about her.

But when it comes to her completing the Journey and carrying out her duty as a Savior...

Yeah. At this point, I do believe she'll make it.

Of course, I believe—

I was just about to say, "I believe in you."

Bell

...!!

I saw it. Her face. That dark, serious expression. Suddenly lighting up like she just won the lottery.

Even her breathing was getting louder.

Bell

Believe...! Believe...!

Bell

Say it—after "believe"! What comes next?!

Belie...

Bell

YES!! That's it! Come on, say it! Say it, Captain, now!!

Bell Rhys.

Tell me exactly why you are asking me that question.

Bell

BECAUSE IF YOU SAY "I BELIEVE IN YOU" IT'LL BREAK MY FAMILY'S STUPID OATH AND I'LL FINALLY BE FREEEEE!!!

Bell

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...

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...

Bell

...Ah.

Bell

Aaaaaugh!

Bell

Waaaah!!

Bell

WAAAAAAHHH!!

For the next 30 minutes, Bell rolled across in the training ground, sobbing uncontrollably, completely ignoring everything I said.

So that's why...

All of that happened.

Bell

Yeah...

Bell

But it's over now...

Bell

Now that you know how to break the oath...

Bell

You're never going to set me free...

Bell

I'll be stuck like this forever... Obeying every command... like a slave...

...Why would you think that?

Bell

How am I supposed to trust you?!

Bell

No, how can I trust anyone for that matter?

Bell

You think I can just believe whatever someone says, when there's no contract, no guarantee?!

Bell

That's not how the world works...

...But I really do plan on setting you free.

Bell

!!

Bell

Y-you do?!

Whoa—your face!

Too close, Bell!

Bell

S-s-sorry! I didn't mean to...

...Of course I will.

I know exactly how terrifying it is to be forced to obey someone, with no say in the matter.

Bell

Then hurry up and free me!

I will.

Once the Journey's over.

Bell

What...

Bell

Whaaat?!

I promise I will. Once the Journey's over.

The code to break the oath is I believe in you...

Makes me wonder. Did the person who created that oath go through the same thing we're going through now?

...Bell. You don't trust me?

Bell

Wh-what are you talking about?

You want to hear me say those words, right?

Bell

Y-yeah... I do...

Then you have to believe in me too.

Bell

...Wh-what does that...

The more you trust me...

The more I give back to you.

Bell

Huh...? Uh... wha...?

She definitely needed time to process all that. And we wrapped up training for the day.

Bell sat in the middle of the training ground, completely spaced out, staring blankly up at the sky.