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Chapter 4 of 10

Funeral Arrangements

A quiet weekend afternoon.

Wanting to clear her mind from recent chaos, Bell was tending to the cemetery.

She swept the paths, dusted off the gravestones.

Tossed out withered flowers, and placed fresh blooms where none remained.

With each stroke of her hand, her thoughts faded away.

And so Bell slowly returned to her usual calm, composed self—

Hey, Bell.

Bell

Kgh...!

...Or so she was trying, until I showed up.

Bell

...Captain?

I saw you while passing by.

The NOA cemetery is tucked behind the Rhys estate.

By the way, I didn't expect to see this.

Bell

See what?

The way you care for the cemetery.

I could tell that you're really putting your heart into it.

Bell

Hmph. Of course I do.

Bell

I told you, I'm the one in charge here.

Bell

Well, it's not just me. My entire family helps maintain it.

So you do it because it's one of your family duties?

Bell

I won't say it isn't part of it. But no, it's not something I do reluctantly.

Bell

The Rhys family oversees all deaths that occur within NOA.

Bell

Most of the dead end up here in this cemetery. Even whatever remains of them.

Bell

Funerals are handled however each person can afford, but no one pays to be buried here.

Bell

Once you're laid to rest, everything from there on is managed by House Rhys.

Bell

Highborn, lowborn. The rich, the poor...

Bell

The gravestones may look different, but every grave receives the same level of care.

Bell

There's only one thing in this world that treats everyone equally.

Bell

And that is death.

Bell

Upholding that equality, offering peace to all who pass.

Bell

...Wouldn't you call that noble?

Bell

I take pride in it.

Hmm...

Bell

Of course, most people don't get it.

Bell

It's instinct to fear death, I know...

Bell

But just because you look away, doesn't mean you get to escape it.

Bell

Everyone dies in the end.

Bell

Yet even so, they avoid the subject. They treat death like it's taboo.

Bell

That's what I really don't understand.

Until now, I just thought she was rude because she had a bad attitude or a twisted personality.

Bell

Whatever. People hate the Rhys family anyway.

Bell

Rather than to deal with death itself...

Bell

It's easier to dislike people who talk about death.

Maybe it's just that her view of death is different from everyone else's. Maybe that's why she talks the way she does.

For Bell, it isn't something terrifying or tragic. It's just a part of life. A normal thing.

Bell

Well, if something terrible happens to you in the near future...

Bell

And your pitiful little life comes to an end...

Bell

I'd be more than happy to help you wrap things up.

Come to think of it—

You mentioned my funeral at our first meeting.

Bell

Ugh... Th-that was...

Bell

I-I already apologized for that!

I thought it was rude of you when we first met...

But was that your way of being considerate?

Bell

Y-yeah! If that really did happen, I would've done my best to help.

Bell

A peaceful rest might be a better choice than a life full of misery, after all.

So even that...

You really meant it, huh?

Bell

Of course I did.

Bell

...

Bell

...Huh.

Bell

...Didn't expect you to get it.

I think I'm beginning to understand...

The reason you said those things.

Bell

Hmm...

But "pitiful life"?

That wasn't really necessary, was it?

Bell

...

Bell

Life is just chaos. Compared to the eternal stillness of death, it's—

Not really necessary.

Bell

...

You could've worded it differently...

No need to create misunderstandings.

Bell

I... I know that...!

Bell

...F-fine!

Bell

I'll... I'll work on it, okay?!

I thought she was just a spoiled kid from a noble family.

But the truth is, she grew up in a family that's always been close to death, with values completely different from everyone else's.

No one really understood those values. And she never cared enough to explain them. So people just saw her as rude.

But now, I think I'm starting to understand her.

Bell

...If you're done, then just leave already!

Bell

You're distracting me!

Can I just watch you work for a bit more—

Bell

No! I said NO!!

Deciding to respect her personal space, I gave a quick farewell and headed back to the quarters.

Even from behind, I could feel the sheer force of her "just leave already" glare burning into my back.