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Chapter 5 of 10

A Place to Rest

Haydee

*Sigh...*

Haydee

Hey.

Haydee

How much further are you going to follow me?

Haydee

I attended all the trainings on schedule and finished every mission, didn't I?

Haydee

...Why keep up that silly attitude when all you get is ridicule?

Haydee

Are you actually a pervert?

You asked me to, didn't you?

To make you look like an unassuming Journey member.

Haydee

...

Haydee

That doesn't mean you should latch on after training like a leech—

But there's nothing more effective than this.

Haydee

*...Sigh*

Haydee

Feels like you won't listen no matter what I say.

Haydee

*Sigh...* You're... relentlessly persistent.

Haydee

Agh. Fine. I'll admit it. I lost.

Haydee

I won't tell you to go back anymore, so please behave?

I'm behaving now, aren't I?

Haydee

...Do you have no shame?

Haydee

You've been rifling through my bookcase since earlier...!

Haydee

Why are you so intent on prying into my personal life?

Haydee

Is that what gets you off?

I want to know what you like.

You never tell me anything.

I thought I could find clues from what she keeps in her room.

Haydee

I told you. There's nothing I like.

You like flowers though.

Haydee

...

Haydee

I just don't dislike them.

Yeah, yeah.

Of course, you do.

Haydee

That's...!

Haydee

D-don't open that drawer...!

Haydee

That's where I keep my underwear!

Haydee

Perv. Idiot. Lust-soaked animal. Disgusting insect. Trash!

Sorry about that...

Haydee

Ugh...

Haydee

Do you enjoy being insulted?

Wait, what's that noise outside?

Haydee

Don't change the subject—

???

There you are...! A-are you the Vice President of the Morrel Ocean Traders?

Haydee

...?

Morrel Ocean Traders Employee

Sir! You can't just barge in like that...!

???

My apologies for barging in, but please invest!

Invest...? Where's this coming from?

What are you talking about?

Haydee

*Sigh...* We also roll surplus profits into investment funds.

Haydee

And I do final screenings.

Haydee

But... there's a formal channel for that.

Desperate Inventor

The clerks at the window are all fools!

Desperate Inventor

My invention will revolutionize urban transit...!

Desperate Inventor

Those idiots don't recognize its value!

Desperate Inventor

But you, Vice President, will see its true worth!

Haydee

Well... I'll see who the idiot is myself.

He confidently set metal models on the desk.

Haydee

Is that... a train?

Desperate Inventor

It's not just a train!

Desperate Inventor

Behold, my life's masterpiece! An urban tram with a compact magitech engine!

Desperate Inventor

This will redefine the entirety of NOA's transportation system!

Desperate Inventor

Platina Express's engine is powerful, but it's unwieldy and inefficient. But this...

Haydee

...

Haydee half-listened to the man while fidgeting with the model.

Do you like trains?

Haydee

...What?

Haydee tried to remain cool, but her eyes betrayed her excitement.

Haydee

Hmph. Hardly...

Haydee

I recognize the utilitarian value of trains, but that doesn't mean I like them.

Haydee

And what kind of question was that? Do I like trains?

Haydee

This isn't picking out toys.

I don't see what's to be embarrassed about.

Haydee

Huh? Who said I was embarrassed...?!

Desperate Inventor

...As a result! I was able to complete the prototype in my workshop!

Desperate Inventor

If it's hard to decide whether you should invest in my newest venture, why not find out its profitability yourself?

Haydee

...You want... me to ride it?

Desperate Inventor

Exactly! But it only loops a short section, however, given its prototype nature.

Haydee

...I don't have time for—

Let's give it a spin.

Haydee

Who said YOU could decide?

Haydee

I'm not interested. And if it overlaps with Platina's business scope, it'll be a headache to—

You're interested, aren't you?

I pointed at Haydee's hand that held on to the miniature train.

Haydee

...Ngh?! That's... I mean...

Haydee

*Sigh...*

Haydee

This is strictly a site visit for an investment decision, so don't get any wrong ideas.

Desperate Inventor

All right, starting it up right now!

Metal parts clunked as the little train trundled along the rails.

Being only a prototype, it was barely faster than a person running.

Still, Haydee, who took a seat next to me, looked oddly satisfied.

She examined the interior, then leaned outside to watch the train's wheels run along the track.

I knew you liked trains, Haydee.

Haydee

...Let's just say I have some interest.

Haydee

But beside that... I feel stupid.

Haydee

It just loops a designated route.

Haydee

In the end, we're still stuck in the same place. Nothing changes.

Sometimes, it's okay to feel a little stupid.

Haydee

There you go again—

I don't have my memories either.

Haydee

...What?

Haydee

Don't... joke... about that.

Haydee

Or I'll get seriously mad.

I wasn't joking.

I can't recall my hometown, or even a few years back.

I don't know where I started or where I'm headed...

I'm just running on a track that only stretches forward.

Haydee and I have something in common.

Haydee

...Even if that's true, you still can't understand me.

Haydee

That monster took everything from me and destroyed it.

Haydee

Don't act like you get it just because you lost memories—

You're right.

Because I can't be you.

Haydee

...

Haydee was like a runaway train—she only charged forward.

A train that barreled down the line, toward the destination that she called revenge, not knowing when she would arrive.

But it's too late to slam on the brakes to try and stop the train.

But the least I could do is...

I can run alongside you.

Haydee

What...?

And sometimes, we can look at the scenery together.

Not only that, once we get there, we can also think about what to do next.

Haydee

*Sigh...* I wondered what nonsense you'd say.

Haydee

The revenge I'm after isn't something you do while goofing arou—

I'm not telling you to give up. What I'm trying to say is...

Haydee

Let's at least take a breather every now and then.

Haydee

...You're so carefree.

But you had fun, didn't you?

You can't deny that.

Haydee

...

Haydee

*Sigh* I feel like I'm in for something I'll regret, but I'll play along just this once.

Haydee

Okay. Do what you want.

Haydee

...And by the way.

Hmm?

Haydee

You said you also can't remember, right?

Haydee

Don't you sometimes... feel lonely?

Haydee

Do you ever wonder who you were?

Haydee

Do you miss people you don't even have memories of?

Haydee

How do you... make yourself feel better?

...!

Haydee, who rarely shared her vulnerabilities, was asking for real advice.

Was she finally opening up to me?

Maybe being a bit bolder would help...!

I try to do something fun!

So let's do fun things together!

Haydee

*...Sigh*

Haydee

I'm an idiot for expecting a serious answer from you.

Desperate Inventor

So, what did you think of my invention?

Desperate Inventor

Judging by your face, you enjoyed it. How about that investment—

Haydee

Not yet.

Haydee

The output is unstable, and ride quality tanks during accelerations and decelerations.

Haydee

Bring technical fixes and a business plan. Then I'll consider it.

Desperate Inventor

H-huh...?! Kgh...

Haydee

Did you truly think I would let sentiment get the better of my financial judgment?

Haydee

It will serve you better in the future not to underestimate the Vice President of the Morrel Ocean Traders.

Haydee was always strict about distinguishing work from personal matters.