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Chapter 6 of 11

Realization

Nice work, Ceres!

Ceres

Good work as well, Captain.

Ceres

Hmm, so this is what you meant by managing my strength.

Ceres

I definitely feel less drained than usual.

Ceres

By easing up, I can fight harder and longer when it really counts...

Ceres

That's something I'd never considered before.

Ceres

Whew...

Ceres

Hmm? What am I doing after this? I hadn't really planned anything.

Ceres

...

Ceres

Just so you know.

Ceres

If you're planning to tempt me again...

Ceres

It won't be that easy!

Ceres

Shshtrudel wiff ice cweam...

Swallow before you talk.

Ceres

...Mmmmm.

Ceres

*Gulp*

Ceres

Strudel with ice cream... That's the real point of no return!

Ceres

But I haven't fallen that far. Not yet.

Ceres

Nom.

Yeah, sure you haven't.

The strudel Ceres just ate was buried under a heap of whipped cream.

Here, have some orange juice too.

Ceres

Okay.

Ceres

...The juice tastes weaker than last time.

Maybe the strudel was sweeter than the juice?

Ceres

...That must be it!

Ceres

So the order and combination matter too...

Ceres

Which means, with the right mix, the impact could be even more devastating.

Ceres

I'll need to be extremely cautious.

After the parfait incident, Ceres's resistance to desserts had all but collapsed.

She never showed it outwardly, but with the slightest encouragement, she'd pretend to give in and enjoy all sorts of NOA's sweets.

Perhaps because she had relaxed a bit, her training results had actually improved.

Ceres

So that's what strudel tastes like. I'd only heard about it before.

Ceres

The fluffy texture paired with rich cream...

Ceres

It's soft, but it packs a heavy punch. I like that.

Want to try Street Bakers next?

Ceres

S-Street Bakers...?

Ceres

...

I hear their bread's amazing.

Ceres

I-I'm not particularly interested...

Ceres

...But I heard Lydia's already been there before.

Ceres

As her superior, I should know what kind of place my subordinate frequents...

Ceres

What she eats when she is out! That's important information!

Ceres

If it's for reconnaissance, I can accompany you.

Clearly, she still needs a good excuse to go.

Yup, that's definitely important intel.

Ceres

...Hmm...

Ceres

I can't help feeling like... you're leading me around...

Ceres

But fine, I'll let it go for now.

Ceres

Right now... I need to focus on this stru...

Ceres

...del...?

Ceres

...

...Ceres?

She was staring past my shoulder.

I turned to follow her gaze... and locked eyes with her reflection in the mirror.

Oh.

A pale smear of whipped cream clung to her upper lip.

She held the silver knife and spoon with elegant precision.

A neatly spread napkin on her lap, perfectly placed to catch any crumbs.

The perfect NOA girl stared back in shock.

Ceres

...

...Ceres?

Wait up, Ceres!

Ceres

Don't come any closer!

You don't even know where you're going!

Ceres

...Grr!

Ceres

That look... What was that supposed to be?!

Ceres

I looked just like one of those soft NOA people...

Ceres

No, worse. I was pathetic...!

Ceres

How foolish... I'd been tainted by indulgence without even realizing it.

Ceres

What's so good about relaxing...?! What's good about letting up...?!

Ceres

Wearing that foolish expression...!

But your training results have only gotten better.

Ceres

That's just a temporary shortcut! Every temptation feels sweet at first!

Ceres

If I remain dazed, with clouded eyes... there will be no turning back.

Ceres

...Soft!

Ceres

I'm furious at myself for becoming so soft...!

Ceres

I joined the Journey to grow stronger...

Ceres

Only to disgrace myself like this...!

What does strength mean to you, Ceres?

Ceres

...What?

Ceres

...

Ceres

Strength is... being unshakable.

Ceres

The ability to stay focused on your goal, no matter what.

Ceres

...Just like my sister.

...Your sister?

Ceres

...Kgh.

Ceres

I misspoke. Forge—

Ceres

...No.

Ceres

There's no reason to hide it.

Ceres

The former commander of the Western Liberators... was my sister.

Ceres

She was the most perfect warrior and commander I've ever known.

Ceres

She always put her duty as commander above herself.

Ceres

She never once showed weakness... or lost her composure.

Ceres

Unlike me... who's far too soft-hearted.

Ceres

...I can't afford to be weak or lazy.

Ceres

Until I lead the Western Liberators to destroy the Void Core,

Ceres

even if it takes a year or ten... I swear, I will become like her...

...

Ceres

...I'm going back.

Ceres

...These escapades of ours end here.

Ceres

Starting tomorrow... I'll return to how I was before.

Ceres walked away with firm steps.

But after a moment, she turned and came right back, lips tightly pressed.

Ceres

...

...

Ceres

The path to my quarters...

Ceres

Was it left from here... or right?

I silently led Ceres back to her quarters.