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Chapter 4 of 10

An Unwelcome Guest

Some time had passed since the incident at the ruins.

Thankfully, nothing similar had happened since then, but...

Is it really okay for me to keep the Journey going?

Lisa

Well... Even if you ask me that, I can't really give you a clear answer.

Lisa

When it comes to the [Journey], you're the expert here, Captain.

I figured as much...

Lisa

Why not try looking at it from a different angle?

Lisa

After all, she's someone Lady Alicia personally selected.

A different angle?

Lisa

Yes. You're worried that Hilde might be a cold-blooded person who doesn't care about others.

Lisa

But from what I've heard, Hilde herself has never said anything like that.

So you're saying...

Lisa

...That it might just be a communication issue?

That's hard to imagine...

Lisa

Well, you asked, so I answered.

Lisa

If she really were that cold-blooded, she wouldn't have saved you in the first place.

Lisa's words struck a nerve I'd been overlooking.

The day the Voidborns suddenly fell onto NOA...

If Hilde hadn't helped me then, this [Journey] would have ended before it even began.

Lisa

Oh, by the way, was today's schedule canceled?

I checked the time and realized it was already fifteen minutes past my appointment with Hilde.

She doesn't seem like the type to break an appointment...

I should check on her quarters.

Hilde was still staying at the secluded quarters I'd visited before.

After being told by the staff that they hadn't seen her today, I knocked on her door.

Hilde, are you there?

...There was no response from inside the room.

Thinking we might have just missed each other, I absentmindedly turned the doorknob, when...

Hilde

Ugh...!

I spotted Hilde collapsed in the middle of the room, her body trembling as if in pain.

Hilde?!

Hilde

Captain...?

Hilde

Why are you... here...?

You never came to our meeting, so I got worried.

More importantly, what's wrong? Do you need any—

Hilde

Don't come closer!

Her irate shout made me stop in my tracks.

Hilde

I guess... I didn't realize how much time had passed.

Hilde

I'm fine. My condition just... took a turn for the worse for a moment.

Hilde

This much is...

That was when I finally realized the strange sight unfolding before my eyes.

Are you... really okay?

It looks like there are several of you to me...

Hilde

You're awfully nosy...

Hilde

...Can you help me over to the bed? I need to lie down for a bit.

Give me your arm.

I'll support you.

Leaning on me, Hilde had none of her usual strength.

...Up close, I could see she was still covered in cold sweat.

Hilde

I never expected to end up like some kind of exile in a place like this...

Hilde

You should go now. Sorry, but I don't even have the energy to talk.

Okay, as long as you answer one thing.

What was that just now?

Hilde

Just think of it as a trick of the eye.

Hilde

Wasn't your objective to complete the [Journey]?

Hilde

You don't really need to know more than that.

That's exactly why I need to know.

You're my Journey member, so your condition is important information.

Hilde

You're awfully silver-tongued...

Hilde

Like I said, I don't have the energy to argue with you right now.

How long are you going to keep acting like—

Hilde

That's why you should ask the [Witch].

Hilde

That scheming one will answer your questions.

Alicia

...So that's why you came to see me.

Alicia

I must say, being called "scheming" is a bit unexpected...

Alicia

First of all, what you saw was not an illusion or some kind of visual trickery.

Alicia

Everything that happened was real.

Then what was it...?

Why does something like that happen?

Alicia

Because the world is rejecting her.

The world...?

Alicia slowly raised her head and looked up at the sky.

In the sky above Astro Sanctum, a massive scar-like mark was etched across it.

Alicia

Do you see it? The wound carved into the sky.

Alicia

It was created as a side effect when your Journey member entered this world.

...

Alicia

She does not originally belong to Lavistar.

Alicia

Under normal circumstances, she would have lived a different time, never crossing paths with us.

Alicia

No, even among such beings, she is an exceptional case.

Alicia

She has lived while crossing hundreds, no, countless worlds.

Crossing... worlds?

Alicia

Yes. That is my judgment based on the traces I felt from her.

Alicia

And those traces...

Alicia

Most of them were remnants of decline.

Alicia

Fragments of worlds that have vanished, or are destined to vanish.

Alicia

It was almost unsettling how such a path could even exist.

...

Alicia

Normally, she can endure the rejection without issue.

Alicia

But in a state where she has expended too much power, it becomes difficult.

Alicia

That is likely why the symptoms are manifesting now.

As I listened to Alicia, the image of Hilde smashing through the ceiling of the ruins came back to me.

Then why would she do that...?

She must've known how it would affect her body.

Alicia

...Captain, people trust their own experiences.

Alicia

Sometimes to an extreme, leading them to make judgments that others cannot understand.

Alicia

The more experience one has, the greater that distance becomes.

So even knowing the symptoms would occur...

She still accepted it?

Alicia

Yes. There is no way she wouldn't have known.

Her consistently domineering attitude... perhaps it was the result of having lived through too much.

Still, whether her disregard for those around her was truly the right choice, I couldn't say.

Alicia

You look like you've grasped a clue.

...A little.

Alicia

I see. Now that you have a clue, you'll come to your own understanding soon enough.

Alicia

As for her condition, I believe I can help to some extent.

Alicia

There are ways to at least alleviate it.

I owe you a lot this time.

Thanks.

Alicia

Think nothing of it.

Alicia

If it is a choice you have made, Captain, then it will be the right path.

Alicia

Then may the blessing of the stars be with you.