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Chapter 7 of 11

Her Own Path

When I arrived at Candle Square, Claire was quietly packing her things.

Claire

Ah, Captain. You're here.

What is all this?

Claire

I thank you for everything you've done for me.

Claire

I will resign from being a Candle Square maid and return to being the useless ruffian I am.

Wh-what are you talking about?

Claire

That is who I am by nature.

Claire

Since that day, when I received Ms. Carnelia's grace, I've been trying to become a new person...

Claire

But I gave in to a moment of impulse and fell back into the ways of my past.

Claire

I thought I had gotten rid of my past rotten self, but I suppose it was still within me.

Claire

It was just my delusion that I thought I had erased it in the first place.

Claire

Blinded by the foolish notion that no one would see me, I climbed onto the hog without hesitation.

Claire

And how pathetic I was. As I raced through the night, I even let out a shameless laugh.

Claire

Ms. Carnelia would never do such a thing.

Claire

I've come to realize. I could never hope to be the respected Master Maid I aspired to be.

If you had fun... isn't that good enough?

Claire

...What?

Claire

That is... ridiculous.

Claire

A Senior Maid of Candle Square is someone who dedicates their life to serving Saviors of the world.

Claire

Someone like me who chases after fleeting pleasures could never aim to become a Master Maid, nor could I possibly be a role model for other maids.

You were just letting out some steam, right?

Claire

That... is true.

Claire

But Ms. Carnelia must have also endured a lot of stress.

Claire

But she never failed to maintain grace.

You don't need to be Carnelia.

Claire

What do you mean?

Claire

Ms. Carnelia always fulfilled her duties as the Master Maid flawlessly. Anyone could see that she was perfect.

Claire

Only by striving to follow in Ms. Carnelia's footsteps can I hope to become as admirable—

Claire

...What? I'm already doing good?

Claire

It is true that I rarely ever make mistakes when carrying out my duties...

Claire

But I still have a long way to go.

Claire

And that is why I try to follow the exact path she walked.

Everyone walks their own path.

Claire

But still...

Claire

*Sigh* What would my companions think if they saw the real me?

Claire

They would laugh at me.

Claire

Thinking I could lead them in spite of that would be nothing but a foolish ambition.

Claire

No one would ever need someone like me.

No, Claire. We need you.

Claire

I don't know...

Claire

Would the others really think that?

Bell

There you are!

Bell

What's all that? Going on a trip?

Bell

If you're going on a business trip, can you approve this before you leave?

Bell

It's the storage room inventory list you made me take care of.

Claire

I am not going on a business trip.

Claire

I will be taking my leave from Candle Square.

Bell

...What?

Bell

Wh-what is this suddenly all about?

Claire

It is what it is. I will be returning home and—

Bell

NO!

Claire

What you mean, no?

Bell

Without you, who's going to put a leash on that red lizard?

Bell

She's going to cause absolute mayhem!

Claire

...That is not so different from you, Ms. Bell.

Bell

Th-that's... Urgh!

Bell

Claire, with you not around...

Bell

R-right! Without you, I'M going to have to deal with all the paperwork...!

Bell

I won't have any time to admire my precious collection...

Bell

Then, all my beautiful headstones will get all dusty... No, wait, that's not important...

Bell

...Anyways, you can't!

Scarlet

Claiiiire!

Scarlet

Oh, you're here too, gravedigger!

Bell

What do you want, lizard. Did you cause trouble again?

Scarlet

Trouble?! I did art!

Scarlet

Hmph! Not like a lousy rock scrounger like you could ever understand the masterpieces a noble Dragon like me can make.

Bell

I don't want to hear it from a lizard with the tackiest—n-no, wait! That's not important right now...!

Scarlet

What you say? Hey! What do you know?!

Claire

Could the two of you please—

Bell

That lizard started it...! Grrr...

Claire

Scarlet, what do you need?

Scarlet

So, I have given many thoughts about our uniforms, and I decided that they lack dignity—

Scarlet

Wait. What's all this stuff?

Bell

Claire said she's quitting her job as a maid and going back home...

Scarlet

What? You can't!

Scarlet

You're the one who asked me to be a maid, Claire!

Scarlet

I won't allow it!

Scarlet

Who's going to wake me up when I oversleep?

Scarlet

Who's going to teach me all these human rules I don't know—ahem—I mean, Dragons are unfamiliar with!?

Scarlet

And lastly! Not being able to eat your pancakes anymore is too much for me to handle...

Bell

It's been a while since I agreed with her on something...

Claire

Still...

Claire

I've come to realize that I am not worthy of taking on this position.

Claire

I cannot become a Master Maid who is respected by everyone like Ms. Carnelia was.

Bell

You may still be lacking compared to my sister. But!

Bell

B-but...

Bell

It's also true that there's no one more suited for that position than you, Claire!

Bell

So, uh... What I'm trying to say is...

Bell

You should... have a little more confidence in your own worth... At least, that's what I think...

Scarlet

You humans are so fussy about being worthy or whatever.

Scarlet

You are enough as you are.

Scarlet

Be proud! Like I am!

Scarlet

We need you, Claire! Not just me, but everyone.

Claire

...

Bell

...Anyway, I'm going to pretend I never heard anything about you leaving.

Bell

If that damn lizard is stressing you out... Right! How about taking up a hobby?

Bell

Why not take this chance to do something refined. Like stone gazing and meditating with—

Claire

I refuse.

Bell

...Mm.

Claire

I... understand what you are trying to say. Please head back for now.

Claire

...

See. Everyone needs you.

Claire

Perhaps I've been seeing it all wrong.

Claire

Please forget everything I've said today.

Claire

I think I... still have a place here.

Claire

Then, if you'll excuse me. I still have some paperwork left to finish.

Just as Claire was about to leave, she suddenly seemed to remember something. She rushed back to me and tightly clutched onto my wrist.

Huh...?

Claire

Captain. About that night.

Claire

Do not.

Claire

Under no circumstances.

Claire

Tell anyone.

Claire

Do you understand?

Okay...

Only then did Claire finally turn to leave with a beaming face.